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Chapter 6 Save your Savior What are we going to do? What are we going to be? O Lord, why has thou. It is not you, it is we who have condemned ourselves. I feel self pity, I am feeling sorry for myself, but for the state the world is in, that I am a part of. When I seek forgiveness from being sorry, I accept. My biggest challenge in life is to find truth. Given the perspective of the largest delusion to ever conceive over mans mind is the origins of his existence, the meaning in his life, the coming of his afterlife, the nature of his soul, the misinterpretation of his past, the value of his future, and his actions under the eye of the beholder. What acts has brought me here to this resting place my dear. I cannot even say your name for fear of getting it wrong. In the presence of Agape love nothing is wrong or right but one can become willfully ignorant under this delusion. It is therefore with the uttermost care that I want to recommend the most precise life long task of figuring out the god you really worship. Or how it is come, that you worship what you do. I wish not to call upon the wrong name, but have the mercy to call in the first place. They cannot worship if they do not even know that the temple exists. To whom am I seeking. Where did I leave you. If there is to be the coming of the events that are inevitable, where does the fall of the scrutiny of their souls go. What is final judgment, and the measurement that ones measures the actions of the soul under. What happens to spirit, where does it go, who judges it, by what criteria, and how. I know it is ultimately benign and ignorant to write such questions, but I have the wait of the world on my back, and the life of service that I wish to offer. I know I have to be cautious with my words, and even more so with whom I give unto. I seek not the path of the lies, but the salvation that has been brought into my heart. What I am to do to redeem life that is not here on this earth. For how am I to trust the voice that guides me when all I want is to listen to you. Who are you and who is me? Only through him. And what does it mean to go to God, to seek forgiveness for our karma, seek salvation in/through him, which is the return of the creator. Otherwise on the material plane there is disease, pain, suffering, and impermanence of that which is manifest. So all acts should be done on the level of spirit, all of this shall come to pass, but there is one who knows no thing. The creator of the creators of the false illusion of him. If I told you about a god, which promised you everything and a god that promised you no thing, which one would you want to worship. The trick is in what is real and what is an illusion. If I offered you up the world, I shall say, all the kingdoms shall fall. Be careful of voidism, and impersonalism. There is truth, somewhere, someplace, some time I shall find it. Until then I will hold all that is sacred close to my bosom for fear of you ever leaving me again. Breath my breath, give life unto my hands to do the work of the lord. This is the bread and the blood, this is my last chance, the greatest gift is life. I am merely a hole in the flute. First you have to believe in Satan. Before that you would have to believe in god. Then maybe history, or the current affairs of the world and how we got here. Which set of lies do you believe. Then once you come to know where we are at now, you have to figure out what it means or implies. And ultimately what is the long term goal of such a belief. For if you believed in a evil force, it would be the cleverest to come as the most good force to take mankind away from what’s really the truth. The nature of a soul, the nature of god, and the role of Religion. Read the truth. The need is there for you even more at every hour on every day. May god have mercy on our souls. Do you do it out of fear or of love ? is that even a valid question. Is there invalid questions that shouldn’t be asked? I Don’t want any followers, I just want to follow God. (truth) May the Holy Spirit move through me, that’s my eternal desire. My primary state of consciousness. {The now is primary, anything you do(Being not doing) in that (time) is secondary. (The content of our lives, and life)} “They must knot know of each other” The devil persists on the non-personal relationship between god and man, Teach them of GOD. The unfathomable. You know without thinking. Accustomed to living this way (repeat)culture the fact that I am able to perceive (interpret . construct.) any thing at all. Consciousness recognition (what’s it good for?) pragmatism.) functions verses the processes, don’t forget to sing beautiful songs to god. I will tell you this; be aware of the false prophet. One has to be aware of which light they follow. The forces that bind them. Lucifer means the light bearer or bringer. All that glitters is not gold. The intelligent man soon realizes the impotence of gold. Do you follow this light or that light. (or none of them, don’t be identified as form?) I seek that which knows no darkness. The clearer I get, the nearer I get. Do good things and good things will be done for you. Since I am in human form am I subject to the human experience? Or go beyond this level of form that interacts with form, this consciousness. I want to go to the place were nothing can harm. The nature of belief systems. People are willing to believe in something. If there is imperfect or false knowledge, they will have imperfect and false beliefs, which lead to wrong practice. They only act as they know. The false reveals itself over time for those whose are looking for it. All will move. Perfection perfecting itself. Your capacity, your willingness. O spirit be my shelter, my final resting place. Benediction, instead of asking what other people can do for you, ask what you can do for other people. Heaven and Earth are one. If you know what life is worth, you will look for yours on earth. The kingdom of heaven is within you. There is a language written without words. Spirit is trying to tell you something. |
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