Chapter 20: this story is for you.

Thank you to all those who have shared in these journeys and stories, it is together that we weave the fabric of time to form the experience of the one knowing the two. Which is ultimately oneness experiencing itself in the false identity of mind and form.

And on to the continuation of the interdependent story of our transpersonal biography.

Dreaming in camouflage, since when did you become so disinterested in me, in my work, in my creations. It’s not the need to feel important or accepted, it just hurts my feelings to know one so close is losing touch. Your world’s about to change. Who you know, what you do, is all going to change. As it should, move into the path of the most harmonious of existence.
I see your face staring back at me. You write in words and make me beautiful or ugly, but it seems easier to think and write then to draw and think, or think and draw.
I could write you a story of the most magnificent things and that story would be the story of my life. How these words reach out to you means nothing to me, where they go or where they came from nobody knows, who will remember or forget them matters not.
This is the story of my life because I read it. It is my story. But none the less, a story, and this story is filled with so many images, so many people, doing so many things. But what they did or said didn’t matter. What matters was they wrote them. They wrote their own stories. They found out meaning is created not already formed. You exist to the level you tell your self. So by seeing stars you tell yourself, I create meaning. I create my meaning.
And these stories they are so fabulous and incredible that you start to think they are unreal, but these things are the same things you and I perceive. Sometimes a cricket will come and talk to you, and somebody may read that and say well, a cricket never talked to me, but it already has. Because our story is the same story, it’s the story told everywhere by the same people. They say, have you heard this story, it goes like this….