Cha 12 the end is the beginning is the end
Once upon a time I knew that I did not know. And rather then being confused about knowing that I knew
not, I decided I wanted to know. As that decision came to be, I began my quest for right knowledge. Not
only on the right knowledge to be, but the proper knowledge on what is. As I knew this to be a
subjectively daunting task I started to see inconsistencies and incongruence abound. It was about at this
point that I also started to string together seemingly random experiences into the fabric of my life and
weaving a delicate dream blanket out of them. As I wove more and more, certain themes continued to
repeat and often when I stopped to look at the stitching I began to see beyond the veil. Regardless of
getting the big picture I became suspicious of even the little picture. Then I noticed a little rabbit and it went
down a hole. I left my comfort of knowing and decided to go down to see for myself where that particular
rabbit went. And as I did, I noticed something marvelous happen, something so unbelievable. So
unbelievable I have a difficult time being a skeptic and believing in it myself. But over time I became aware
why so few had shared in this belief. It wasn't that the rabbit hole wasn't real, it was the depth and reality
of it was far too much for most people to handle or even want to handle with so much going on the
'surface' of their lives. I was so fascinated and intrigued I never stopped searching after that rabbit. And I
am left to often wonder how far the rabbit hole really goes, and rather then meeting an ending point,
realizing I am to come out on the other side of the hole, with an entire set of ideas that it is difficult to even
hold a conversation with most people after being witness to what I have seen and been through. I often
have to remind myself, that it is what I have seen and experienced that has caused me to question most
things and not the information I read or the false programming I receive. Life is a mystery and some things
tend to stay that way, but when you are convicted of certain ideas that predominate most of the
experiences in your life, one is left to know that they cannot and should not remain willfully ignorant. That
the truth is not what we should be afraid of, but the lies.
Harmonics. Dimensional shifting, DNA Activation, Galactic Federations, New Age Bullshit, and the
coming of the false prophets. They will give you proof, they will give you lies; they will find your weak
point and press it until you give in. Believe in the greatest deception to take that which is most precious to
you. You can count on it. In fact it’s already happening and has been happening all along. That is why
I seek to know, but I can’t give you anything to chew on here, because I have to test the food to
make sure I am not feeding you poison.
And I have dined at many tables, some I thought were the most respectable, which made them even worse
when I came to know that which seemed to be the most benevolent, peaceful, inequity is that which you
should spit out first. The apple looks sweet but don’t slumber my friends. Wake; arise to that which
you know to be true in your self. A deep introspection at the garbage everyone tries to feed us, and we eat
it.
One thing at a time, one breath at a time. What is this life for, question 3? Why are we here? And who the
hell is we? Oh yea, me and you, you and me Youme. Question 4, what happens when you
(this body dies).
Once upon a time I knew that I did not know. And rather then being confused about knowing that I knew
not, I decided I wanted to know. As that decision came to be, I began my quest for right knowledge. Not
only on the right knowledge to be, but the proper knowledge on what is. As I knew this to be a
subjectively daunting task I started to see inconsistencies and incongruence abound. It was about at this
point that I also started to string together seemingly random experiences into the fabric of my life and
weaving a delicate dream blanket out of them. As I wove more and more, certain themes continued to
repeat and often when I stopped to look at the stitching I began to see beyond the veil. Regardless of
getting the big picture I became suspicious of even the little picture. Then I noticed a little rabbit and it went
down a hole. I left my comfort of knowing and decided to go down to see for myself where that particular
rabbit went. And as I did, I noticed something marvelous happen, something so unbelievable. So
unbelievable I have a difficult time being a skeptic and believing in it myself. But over time I became aware
why so few had shared in this belief. It wasn't that the rabbit hole wasn't real, it was the depth and reality
of it was far too much for most people to handle or even want to handle with so much going on the
'surface' of their lives. I was so fascinated and intrigued I never stopped searching after that rabbit. And I
am left to often wonder how far the rabbit hole really goes, and rather then meeting an ending point,
realizing I am to come out on the other side of the hole, with an entire set of ideas that it is difficult to even
hold a conversation with most people after being witness to what I have seen and been through. I often
have to remind myself, that it is what I have seen and experienced that has caused me to question most
things and not the information I read or the false programming I receive. Life is a mystery and some things
tend to stay that way, but when you are convicted of certain ideas that predominate most of the
experiences in your life, one is left to know that they cannot and should not remain willfully ignorant. That
the truth is not what we should be afraid of, but the lies.
Harmonics. Dimensional shifting, DNA Activation, Galactic Federations, New Age Bullshit, and the
coming of the false prophets. They will give you proof, they will give you lies; they will find your weak
point and press it until you give in. Believe in the greatest deception to take that which is most precious to
you. You can count on it. In fact it’s already happening and has been happening all along. That is why
I seek to know, but I can’t give you anything to chew on here, because I have to test the food to
make sure I am not feeding you poison.
And I have dined at many tables, some I thought were the most respectable, which made them even worse
when I came to know that which seemed to be the most benevolent, peaceful, inequity is that which you
should spit out first. The apple looks sweet but don’t slumber my friends. Wake; arise to that which
you know to be true in your self. A deep introspection at the garbage everyone tries to feed us, and we eat
it.
One thing at a time, one breath at a time. What is this life for, question 3? Why are we here? And who the
hell is we? Oh yea, me and you, you and me Youme. Question 4, what happens when you
(this body dies).
